1/20/09 09:23 am - the library
the silence was comforting and i felt so safe.
when outside the brutal indifferance of the night creeps.
i was for a long time a woman who endured the human condition without being conscious of it, like others who endure an illness of which they are unaware.
i longed for human contact.
the sounds from the ipod cradle us, tuck in the corner, lost in the songs.
our thoughts.
our worries dissipates.
and we kiss like a whisper. giggling like kids telling secrets.
and we let it linger. we'll let it linger.
when we parted i smiled at you.
and you kissed me goodbye in the public.
the first real kiss. our first real kiss at a bus stop.
in a sort of no man's land in front of anonymous beings.
bye now. you said.
'Go.'
and i went feeling new.
and i never been happier.
i never been happier.
